Hey, it’s been so long since I’ve post in English. Because today I’ve got no school and I don’t have anything to do, I decided to write this post in English. I know I know, my English is soooooo incredibly amazingly terrifyingly bad, but whatever. It’s my blog and I write what I want. Bweeekkkk!

Hehehe. Peace. So yea, I’m gonna admit a few things here. I’ve been reading sooo many romance novels recently. And that may be the cause why I’ve been so overly dramatic these days. Does not mean that is a bad thing. My friend, let’s call her Minnie, had this boyfriend girlfriend problem. She asked me and Nikki (fake name) for help. Well, seriously, I’ve never been in a relationship before so I don’t know what to do.

Suddenly, all the shitty romantic words from the novels I’ve read were there, in my brain. And without me, 100% realizing, I typed the words Minnie should say to her boyfriend. Oh and Goddammit! It was really romantic. Correction. TOO romantic. Minnie is not the kind of the girly girl who likes to say romantic lines. She is more to the funny girl who can be really shy to say those romantic words at times. And hey, I’m usually the same type as her.

So guys who are like me, be careful when you read too many romance novels. You’ll turn into a dreamy girl before you realize. And now (even worse) I’ve been envying the characters in the romance novels I’ve read. Damn damn damn…… Come on, Gaby!! They’re NOT REAL! Aaaarghhhh!!!!

Yes, I do have a crush on somebody really HOT whom I called Ijo since sec 1. And yes, I’m so crushing on him that I don’t want him to be close to other girls. Yes, I admit that I want to be his girlfriend. But no, I don’t want to be the one who makes the first move. I feel like Ijo does not have any special feelings for me and that makes me kinda desperate.

It is really depressing to see that the someone you like does not like you back. But then some of my friends said that Ijo DOES have a crush on me. I don’t know, it can be either they’re trying to make me happy, or it really is the real thing. I don’t want to get my hopes too high though. I’ll just wish.

But all the romance stories I’ve read make it even worse. All those authors make love so easy to get! And almost all of them have happy endings. But in real life, will love really be that easy? Is saying those 5 magical words make you have a relationship with someone you love? FYI, the 5 words is ‘Will you be my girl/boyfriend?’

I’ve always wanted Ijo to come to me and say how he likes me a lot. But hey, that never happens. I’ve always wish that someday, Ijo will realize me and text me good night everytime he wants to sleep (like what lovers usually do in most romance novels). All those romance novels makes me want Ijo more. It’s like they have a spell that makes me like Ijo and think about Ijo even more that usual.

And other than that, it makes me more addicted to romance novels too. Wew. This is bad… I do love romance novels, but too much lovey dovey will make me throw up. Seriously. It’s so tawdry and naive and yet so interesting and heart-flattering too…

Whatever… I don’t wanna say more. Well, the purpose of this post itself is to inform that I’ve just been turned into a dreamy gal because I’ve read too many romance novels these days… Well I guess this is the end. Sorry for this so-not-important post.